Bloody November

November 19th, 2011

So shortly before the start of this month, I published a rather daunting list of things I have going on this month. Seeing as how we’re around 2/3 of the way through the month, this seems like a pretty good time to follow up with a post on how it’s all going. Give me a moment while I open up the old post . . .
Right. My goals, in the original order:

Write About 1667 Words/Day on This Novel Will Fail (NaNoWriMo)

This is the main reason I haven’t updated about November before. I think I’ve mentioned in the past that I don’t really enjoy talking about stuff when it’s not going well, but seeing as how this is a tendency I’m trying to get over, here goes.

The truth is, this is actually going very well.

That statement needs a qualifier or two, though. See, I’m way behind on NaNoWriMo right now. Way, way behind. As of the end of yesterday, I had 16.5k words written. As of the end of yesterday, to be on schedule, I *should* have had 30k. So there’s a difference of about 13.5k in there somewhere. How many words I need to write per day depends on how you interpret the deadline – yWriter5 tells me I need to write 3043 words/day, while NaNoWriMo.org claims I need 2805. I like the NaNoWriMo version, as it seems to interpret the last day of the deadline as a day on which I can write; I suppose yWriter is basing its number on the assumption that there might be an editor expecting to receive a manuscript on the last day of the deadline, which is fair.

But tangents aside, I’m about 8 days behind on NaNoWriMo, with twelve days to catch up. Can I do it? Sure. Will I do it? God knows. I sure as hell don’t. Will I be upset if I “fail?” Hell no. Part of the reason I planned such a stressful November for myself was to push my limits, to see what I can pull off. Another reason was to try and break me out of my bloody long block on writing in general, and Derelict in particular. Both of these have been rousing successes. Earlier this month I blogged that I had broken my previous all-time-high word count by about 1-1.5k when I clocked in at around 3500 words at the end of the day. I didn’t blog about it last Friday, but I hit a little over 5k words that day, which breaks my old new high by a similar margin. This is a big deal for me. Several other local NaNo-ers I’ve talked to say that they usually have at least one day during NaNoWriMo where they hit 10k. This feels like a thing that could happen to me. Bearing in mind that this time last month I considered 2k/day something I could probably eventually reach, but didn’t expect to get much past that, this is a huge deal.

So: NaNoWriMo. I’m way behind, but win or lose it’s been a huge success this year. Moving on.

Write 1 Chunk of Game Design (or something) Each Day

On target. I’d be somewhere into next month if I let myself mark off future tasks as done here, but that would defeat the point. Pip and I have been making huge strides on Zosias, mostly regarding spellcasters and spells. For the first time in about five years, Zosian spellcasters have one master list they can refer to when selecting their spells, instead of around six. (There are good reasons it’s been a mess for so long, but that’s beside the point. Also, in my home games there’s still the 3.5 Spell Compendium, Complete Book of Eldritch Might, Arcana Unearthed, and Arcana Evolved: Spell Treasury to dig through, but that is truly beside the point.)

Read a Book Every 2 Days

A little behind – either 3 or 6 books behind, depending on how you count it. I added some “finish a book” tasks on various odd-numbered days to bring my total count for the year up to 100 if I get it all done. I am not in the least bit concerned here – my behindedness here is basically a fundamental property of Skyrim coming out and Minecraft hitting 1.0*. Since I plan to read through the Chrno Crusade manga again soon, which is seven books long and likely to take me an afternoon or so, I actually count this as on target.

Obtain a House

Failed. It turns out that the fellow who pre-approved us for a home loan was incompetent or something. Luckily my realtor wasn’t, and with the help of her and a banker friend of hers, we found out that he actually couldn’t finance us before we were out a thousand dollars or so on inspections and appraisals, which was preferable to the alternative. This was actually a bit of a relief, because the process of getting a house is pretty stressful. We’re going to wait a year or so, until we’re in a better position, and try again. We should be in a better position by then, because there is reason for tentative optimism in:

Look for a Job

As noted above, tentative optimism. The job market is definitely a hell of a lot better than it was when we moved up here . . . two? three? two years ago. “A hell of a lot better” is not necessarily “good,” but still.

Continue Being Summer’s Dad

Rollicking success. Summer still exists, I’m still her dad, and we generally get along quite well when I’m not denying her God-given right to as much candy as she believes herself capable of eating.

In Summary

Generally speaking, November is going crazy good, especially considering the daunting list I had going into it. Of my stated goals, I have one fail, one behind schedule but fundamentally successful, and four on target. There’s also my ninja goal of “keep working on Derelict draft 3,” which is mildly suicidal but theoretically on track. I had a 10k day on it this week, which sounds more exciting than it is because the day’s work basically involved slotting 10k worth of useful scenes from draft 2 into places where they would fit in draft 3, and occasionally editing them slightly or making notes for future edits. So mostly copypasta. It’s clear now that draft 3 is going to be another rough draft, with a fourth cleanup draft to follow; assuming that I get draft 3 done by December 20, I tentatively plan to finish draft 4 by February 20.

Well, I’m signing off for the morning. November isn’t going to finish itself. Er, you know what I mean.


*I had my first Hardcore-mode death. I was crossing a frozen tundra at night on the way back to my base while watching Desert Bus, and I stepped in a 1×1 hole with a lava lake at the bottom. It was actually a pretty awesome way to die. I liked that world, but I like this story more.

Update on Daily Writing Goal

November 9th, 2011

A little while ago, I stated a new goal to stay off the Internet until I had 1000 words written or noon, whichever came first. This goal, as intended, helped a lot; while I haven’t always stuck to it, it’s nonetheless served me well, and I’m getting better at not accidentally opening Google Reader. (I tripped, and my faceplant typed reader.google.com in the address bar. Honestly! Would I lie about something like that?)

For a few reasons, though, I think it’s time to update my goal. 1000 words is rapidly ceasing to be a significant challenge. There are a lot of reasons for this. One is NaNoWriMo (not that you’d know it from my current word count). One is perseverence. One is 750words.com. One is this blog. When looking back at my goal, I realized that its original definition was a bit shaky. Scalzi specified pay copy, and for a good reason: he does a lot of blogging, and sometimes writes some very long posts, but his goal was put in place to force him to get professional writing done. I put in my goal for a slightly different reason: I noticed that I wasn’t doing enough writing, and I was forcing myself to write at all. I should mention that I actually quite like writing; I just happen to be easily distracted by things like Dwarf Fortress, good books, and raising my daughter*.

Well, as it stands, I’m writing plenty. It’s time to update my goal. Now, I like 750 Words – I waxed eloquent about it yesterday for almost half as long as I waxed eloquent about Wordpad – but I’ve come to realize that finishing my daily post to it and marking off one of my 500-word tasks in Remember The Milk isn’t very satisfying. Apparently, my goal was to force me to write publicly, and my brain didn’t bother telling me because it didn’t think it would come up. 750 words is unfiltered journal-style writing, which is good and useful and everything, but is also something completely different from a novel or blog post. The only people who will see it are myself, my wife if she reads over my shoulder, and anyone who hacks into my account. This blog post, on the other hand, will be seen by all five of my subscribers (hi, guys!) and approximately seventeen million of my adoring fans when I publish a best-seller. I thought about dividing my new goal into 1000 words of pay copy** and 1000 words of public*** copy, and allowing them to overlap, but then I realized that anything that qualifies as pay copy is by definition public, so I wouldn’t actually be changing much. Sooo . . .

New goal: 1500 words of public copy before noon, only 1000 of which have to be pay copy. No internet for me**** until I finish it up (or noon). That sounds good.


Current Music: Pandora station based on Bon Jovi’s Living on a Prayer. Right now it’s playing Hurts So Good by John Mellencamp, which isn’t really my favorite song. I don’t dislike it, but I’m looking forward to the station getting back to the really good stuff like Summer of ’69 and Message in a Bottle.


*There’s a balance to be struck here, obviously.

**Pay copy is anything that I might eventually manage to get paid for: novels, short stories, and . . . well, that’s it for now. I need to get a column somewhere or something.

***Public copy is anything that is, or might eventually be, public. This includes pay copy, blog posts, lengthy comments, and more!

****Obviously not no internet. I can’t very well publish blog posts without it, for instance, and I check my email in the mornings to make sure I’m not missing anything important. Pandora is pretty important to my writing process, some days. Mostly I’m just trying to keep myself out of Google Reader, I guess.

In the Department of No Surprises Here

November 8th, 2011

I’m shifting my personal deadline for draft 3 of Derelict up to December 20, from the original deadline of November 20. When I made the Nov. 20 deadline a while back, I had forgotten about NaNoWriMo. Boo hiss etcetera.

This doesn’t mean I won’t be working on it this month – I have it open now, in fact – it just means I have more time to devote to NaNoWriMo.

Software Gadgets

November 8th, 2011

I recently came to one of those realizations that can only be described as a “duh” moment. I’m a huge fan of software gadgets. I used to think that my obsession with finding and trying out new bits and pieces of writing-related software was a problem that was hindering me actually getting work done, but I no longer think that’s the case. I think that finding new and interesting pieces of writing software actually helps keep me creative. Plus, many of the tools I use constantly were – obviously – discovered by my tendency to tinker around with new software.

In some ways, I’m the software equivalent of that guy with a shop in his garage full of half-finished projects. I’m not an especially good programmer, mainly because I haven’t focused on it much in the past few years, but I really enjoy programming. And when I have something I want to work on I can find out how to do what I want pretty easily. I <3 the Internet.

Regardless of my actual programming skill, I like the process of putting something together myself. I endured merciless mocking when writing a quick program to generate random ASCII for a scene in my NaNo novel took me the better part of three hours*, because it was more fun to write it myself than to use online tools. By the same token, I have about a third of a bare-bones word processor sitting pitifully in the bottom of one of my source directories. Every once in a while I hear it pitifully mewing at me, like a kitten at the bottom of a well.

This feels like a good time to mention the software I’m using most right now. I’m just going to talk about the stuff I directly write in for now, because the rest is probably worth a post in and of itself.

When I’m writing my books, I use yWriter, which I’ve talked about before. I don’t use its built-in metadata handling any more: I don’t really want to track info about my characters, locations, etcetera in it. Instead, I use Wikidpad for that. I also use Wikidpad to organize everything from characters to session notes on campaigns I run.

When I’m working on Zosias, I use Google Docs: I don’t consider it to be an especially good word processor, but it’s unquestionably a fantastic piece of collaboration software. I often wish it had features like columns, redefining the formatting for styles, and handling large documents gracefully, and I suspect it has a gradual memory leak somewhere, but the ability to work together with other people on a document in real time is priceless.

I recently discovered 750 Words, which I daresay has revolutionized my daily writing schedule. I’ve been using it a whopping five days. The basic idea of it is that writing three unfiltered pages a day is nicely therapeutic and helps prime the writing pumps, and I have to say it works very well. It’s basically cloud-based journaling software that applies gamification to the process of daily writing – the point system rewards you for writing every day and finishing your 750 words without getting distracted, and it has tons of achievements (called “badges”) for things like long writing streaks and consistently finishing under 20 minutes. Instead of counting against the total amount of writing I can get done in a day, 750 Words actually seems to increase it; I get all the other stuff that’s on my mind written out, and then I’m good to go.

Finally, and perhaps oddly, I use Wordpad constantly. I prefer the older Windows XP version of it to the one with Win7 on my laptop, because I don’t like the spacing that the new one applies automatically; luckily, my desktop still runs XP, so it all works out. I’ve been laughed at for using Wordpad as recently as just the other day, and there’s no doubt that there are many superior word processors to Wordpad, but it has a few good things going for it:

  • It’s stable. Very, very stable. I’ve used Wordpad constantly for about seven years, sometimes with hilariously large documents, and I’ve never had it crash on me. Never.
  • It’s lightweight. Wordpad does what I need it to: it gives me a great big writing canvas and the ability to bold, italicize, underline, and occasionally change the font and size of my text. It doesn’t try to do much else. If I need to get a wordcount on something, it’s pretty easy to open it in OpenOffice or something, but for most of what I do in Wordpad I don’t need word counts.
  • Because it is lightweight, it’s fast. When I have a quick idea I want to jot down, I do it in Wordpad, because I don’t want to wait for something else to load. I can run a dozen Wordpad documents at once with no performance hit.
  • Its documents are portable. Wordpad saves in .rtf format, which isn’t perfect, but it’s supported by approximately every word processor ever.
  • It’s familiar. I’ve been using Wordpad for various things since I got my first modern computer in 2004, right before going to ASMSA.

This isn’t to say that I wouldn’t consider switching. Things like word count and tabs would be nice, but it’s surprisingly hard to find minimalistic Wordpad-like word processors; most free word processors I run across prefer to try to emulate Word, even when they’re trying to be lightweight. The closest I’ve found is Jarte, which is very good and actually built on the WordPad engine; Jarte is to Wordpad as Notepad++ is to Notepad. And the truth is, I’ll probably switch to Jarte eventually. I had a bad initial experience with it a few years ago, when I was quite annoyed that it seemed to be trying to completely replace menu names with icons – I’ve since found that it’s possible to turn on a menu bar with actual words on it. But I haven’t switched yet, because it still fails the familiarity test. Kind of an odd reason after the point of this post, I know. Every once in a while I switch it to my default rtf editor to see if I can force myself to switch. I think I’ll do that now.


Current Music: A Pandora station based on The Offspring’s You’re Gonna Go Far, Kid. Right now it’s playing Re-Education (Through Labor) by Rise Against. Ooh, no, now it’s playing Ain’t No Rest for the Wicked by Cage the Elephant. I love all of these songs.


*The actual code took about five minutes, but I ended up having to reinstall the JDK for reasons that are too lengthy for me to want to go into here. I didn’t have the latest version of Java installed, anyway. And then I had to figure out why the reinstalled JDK was still trying to use an older version that I had uninstalled a while back, which turned out to be because there were old java.exe’s in my system32 and SysWow64 folders, but I spent about an hour and a half trying to track down what I thought was a registry issue . . .

A Note on Writing and Gaming

November 7th, 2011

Skyrim comes out on the 11th. A friend of mine has preordered it for me as my Christmas present. This is incredibly awesome, and based on previous experience with games such as Morrowind and Fallout: New Vegas, I will die of starvation playing Skyrim if I’m not careful*.

The salient point is this: No Skyrim for me on any given day until I’m done writing. If you see me on Skyrim, and a quick verbal or textual interview reveals that I have not yet written, you should punch me. :)


*This happened twice on New Vegas, and possibly as many as seven times with Morrowind. My memories of that period are a bit fuzzy.

Oh, hey, now I know what an earthquake feels like.

November 5th, 2011

All you people who live in places like California and Japan have permission to laugh at me, because this probably barely counted. It didn’t even bother to knock anything off my shelves. But for the record:

Northwest Arkansas. Earthquake. My desk shook. It was annoying, because I was trying to bookmark something via drag-and-drop at the time.

Also: I am aware that we have actually had several earthquakes in the area over the last several years. Somehow I managed to not notice any of them, which was honestly pretty disappointing.

The New Google Reader

November 3rd, 2011

I knew I wanted to blog about the changes to Google Reader as soon as I saw them, but I also knew that I would need a few days to cool down. So I waited until today to write up my reactions. I got to the end of a thousand words or so, looked it over, and realized that I hadn’t waited long enough to cool down. So you don’t get to read that. For now, suffice it to say that though Reader did need a rework and the ability to share to specific circles was a much-needed feature, we also need to be able to read shared links in an RSS reader.

If you, like I and many other people, are annoyed by the new interface, I recommend the Greasemonkey script Google Reader Absolutely Customizable. I test-drove several and liked this one best because of its customizability. I recommend you also visit the Custom CSS thread and poke around. I dropped in the link recoloring, because the gray links on black text were going to drive me mad. Here, have a before-and-after.

You can actually use that script to make it much more compact if you wish, but I like the bits I didn’t hide.

Sharing is not as easily fixed. There’s a Chrome addon and (for Firefox) Greasemonkey script that seems to restore the old functionality; I don’t know how it works, so I’m hesitant to recommend it in case it relies on db access that Googles going to revoke or something, but I’ll happily test it if anyone else is interested. You don’t want to use it in conjunction with the aforementioned script, as it duplicates much of the functionality in a much-less-customizable way and they don’t always play nice. Also, at least on my ‘Fox, sharing and unsharing items doesn’t work; it seems okay on Chrome though.

Long-term, I think the best bet would be to find a way to import links shared in Google+ as an RSS feed, with links to the relevant discussions as well as to the articles, though I can think of a few issues with doing so off the top of my head. The truth is, sharing to different circles is just too important a change to let go of, but reading through shared links in Google+ is pure hell.

Oh, and one last thing: At first glance it looks like Google Reader only lets you share if you publicly +1 the article, which would be boneheaded for too many reasons to list. It turns out that if you click the “share” button in the top-right, on the black Google bar, it lets you share the currently selected article to Google+ without +1ing it. A “Share to Google+” bookmarklet would be nice, too; I only rarely shared from within Reader.

A Quick November Update

November 2nd, 2011

Yesterday, I didn’t get any writing done. To be fair, I was busy finding out that the fellow who pre-approved us for a home loan actually couldn’t write us a home loan. As far as I can tell this wasn’t a matter of malice, but one of incompetence. Part of me feels like that’s a bit harsh. Part of me feels like it’s a damn good thing my realtor checked with some other loan people and gave me a bunch of questions to ask this guy now, instead of later this month when we’d have shelled out something like a thousand dollars for inspections and whatnot only to discover that our pre-approval was not, as such, worth shit. Honestly it’s a bit of a relief at this point; we won’t be getting a house this year, but in the meantime at least that part of my life’s not in flux any more. Being in flux is bloody stressful.

Of course, the other reason I didn’t write was because I was running Kat a two-hour gaming session for five hours. Whoops.

So, day 2 of NaNoWriMo. The most I’ve ever written (in the way of fiction) in a day is something in the vicinity of 2000 words. I don’t know the exact count, but I know it wasn’t more than about 2400 or so. Well, I’m pretty sure*. So I could have just aimed for my new daily goal, which was about fifty  words higher than before, and try to keep that up. Or, I could try to write both days’ worth, a whopping 3334 words. I opted for the latter.

Today’s word count: 3508 words on This Novel Will Fail. I’m not going to lie. I’m a little impressed with myself. This is in spite of the fact that I actually only had about 250 words done by noon today, but Kat went into support-a-struggling-writer overdrive and provided me with sandwiches and coffee while I wrote. Also, my local NaNo chapter has an IRC channel, which helped way more than I thought it would. But my wife gets most of the credit by far.

Other November progress:

I read a book. And a half. Yes, they were manga (sort of – I’m rereading my Megatokyo volumes.) Yes, that counts. I make the rules here.

I did not get any game design done. I would feel shame, if I was capable of such emotion at the moment. Instead, I feel a sense of pride that I wrote 3500 bloody words today.

I successfully continued to be Summer’s dad today. She was with her great-grandparents for most of the day, but then we went and had her second birthday party. Then I came home and wrote the last 1000 words or so.

I did not look for, obtain, or work at a job. Again: 3500 words. I’m counting it as my day off.

So . . . November’s itinerary hasn’t changed that much, but between not worrying about getting a house and having my lifetime-record-best writing day, I actually feel quite good. Also sleepy.

Good night.


*I didn’t find a blog post detailing said record high like I thought I would, but I did find out that I apparently tried NaNoWriMo back in ’09, right after moving and having a kid, while I was starting a new job. What, was I high or something? The reason I didn’t remember this is probably because it went nowhere.

My Favorite Holiday Is Coming Up!

November 2nd, 2011

It’s almost Desert Bus time again. Sweet.

. . . Why does it have to be in November?

November: A Month for Relaxation

November 1st, 2011

Today begins NaNoWriMo, which I have decided to participate in this year. Crazy, I know. I’ve been working a lot on Zosias lately, mainly with my friend Pip (more on that later). I’m also still working on Derelict, though I’ve moved it to the back burner for now; most of my daily writing has been on Zosias, with adjustments made for the fact that word count is a really bad way to track game design. Kat and I are also looking into buying a house, and we’ve collectively decided that I should look into a part-time/night-shift job for a while. So tentatively November looks like this:

  • *Write about 1667 words per day on a new project. This conveniently takes care of my “write 1000 words/day” goal quite conveniently, as well as my daily task to write 500 words of prose, anywhere, on anything (which is strictly speaking part of the word goal anyway). I’ve got about four different ideas for this book, and will hopefully have settled on one by the time I start writing later today. Regardless of which one I pick, the working title is “This Novel Will Fail,” because it amuses me to attempt to employ reverse psychology. The reason I find reverse psychology so funny is probably because I learned about it from Bugs Bunny.
  • Write about 500 words or one chunk of game design, story background, campaign notes/plans, or whatever. This is a complete non-issue. As far as I can tell, I don’t get writer’s block on game design. This is probably at least partially due to the fact that the Zosias design team consists of four people, we have several fantastic friends who regularly playtest, and I’m involved in about two and a half Zosias campaigns right now. (One I run for my wife, one my wife runs for me, and one I’m in the planning stages of.) It’s hard to sit through an entire gaming session without running across three or four parts of the rules that could do with addition, expansion, or change.
  • Read a book every 2 days. I haven’t blogged about this goal, and it’s not a super-important one, but the reasoning goes something like this: I like to read. I set myself a goal, roughly via Shelfari, of reading a hundred books this year. I’m way behind. If I read a book every two days until the end of the year, I’ll be almost caught up*.
  • Obtain a house. Or continue the process thereof.
  • Look for/work at a job. We’ve decided that it would be a good idea for me to get at least a part-time job for a while, not least because we anticipate unexpected expenses once we have a house. Plus: We’re making it pretty well on Kat’s income, which means that whatever I bring in is pretty much extra. This will likely go toward frivolous expenses such as savings and paying off old medical debts. There are at least half a dozen ways the schedule could play out here, but one thing’s for sure: I’m probably going to have to adjust my sleep schedule again. Silly me.
  • Continue being Summer’s dad. Obviously I won’t be an entirely stay-at-home dad any more, but I’ll still be the primary go-to parent. See, I can put some of my stuff aside for awhile if I need to. If I miss a week on the novel, well, it’s nothing  that hasn’t happened before. Kat’s going to school online right now, and I gather they’re a little less understanding about missing weeks.

Luckily, being Summer’s dad isn’t usually all that grueling. Sure, sometimes it involves convincing her to sleep when she’s convinced the bed is made of hot needles. But sometimes it only involves reading her one of her favorite books twenty-seven times over the course of an hour. And sometimes, we sit down and watch the 90s Spider-Man cartoons together. She loves those**.


*It’s a good thing this is a self-imposed goal, because I can define “book” however makes me happy, and sometimes when I’m busy it makes me happy to count each book of a manga or something. I’ve been meaning to read the Rozen Maiden manga, and I wouldn’t mind rereading the Megatokyo books and/or the Chrno Crusade manga.

**So do I.